entri untuk tingkatan 4 fudail ibn iyadh

'ok..kamu boleh mule sekarang ye..' lembut je suara muallimah zarina.


aku keluarkan kertas kajang yang dibeli dari klang..patutnye kertas klang la ye tak.dekat kajang xnampak plak kilang kertas.sate samuri kajang ade la.pastu aku cube buat rangka.rangka cerpen mesti ade pendahuluan,isi 4 5 6 bijik,pastu penutup.teknik cerpen ni bukan style cerita cerekarama ataupun sinetron petang2.nak markah tinggi,nak kene puji dgn muallimah zarina,nak kene bace depan depan kelas idea cerpen mesti tip top.


mula2 aku try pasal kapal selam.tak bole pergi.aku cube lagi.aku tibai isi tentang interbiu masuk AF.ni tak siqoh ni.ingat aku sekolah seksyen 2 ke buat karangan pasal masuk AF.siap2 bole masuk pejabat mudir Rusdi ni..


idea tak turun2,aku usha member sebelah.muadz rosli..pergh,layan lukis gamba pompuan lak ko kan. 'Weh,tak buat cerpen ke?' 'Ah,nantilah..banyak lagi mase,' balas muadz rilek.aku panjangkan sket radius pemfokusan aku ke apeng, sebelah muadz.lagi selambe,layan tdo.muallimah zarina plak buat2 dunno jek.sebabnye apeng ni antara kaki tido yang agak tegar gak.cekgu gerak pastu baca doa sambung tido.last2 sume malas nak kejut dah.


aku pusing belakang carik idea.barisan paling cool.adzim,hanis,fakhru dan lg sorang aku lupe sape.peh,ni borak macam sarkis.memang kaki lawak plak tu.kalau aku tensen pandang depan,aku pusing belakang gerenti hepi. 'hah,barisan ni apsal x stat2 lagi?tulis la cepat!,' sergah muallimah zarina. 'ni tengah bincang isi ni muallimah,' sengih adzim.'ala rilek la muallimah..ana tengah writer's block ni muallimah,' topap fakhru.hanis plak buat muke cool-tapi-bajet ko pendiam la kan.muallimah zarina balas senyum jek.aku jadi heran.


aku cube pandang ke seberang.seksyen banat/perempuan/akhawat.hek eleh.same je.ade yg tido,ade yg borak,ade gak la yg mule scribble2.lukis baju pengantin agaknye.


tetibe aku terpandang taufeq.budak no 1 batch aku.memang die paling tere.feveret die mmg buat keje.menulis,mengira,membaca dan tido bile ngantok.sampai penah aku jumpe die kat kelas time pkl 1 2 pagi camtu.'aku tensen r,tu yg aku stadi..' peh,orang tensen gi la main pool ke,main batu seremban ke,mandi air terjun ke.berbalik ke dalam kelas.die pon layan tido dengan apeng secara berjemaah.aku try gerak.xde respon.aku kasi try lagi skali,dengan harapan die bole tolong up kan aku punye prestasi dalam arena menulis cerpen.

'mmm..,'

'top..buat cerpen top..muallimah nak harini gak..' aku try umpan

'mmm..'

die bangun.aku dah hepi dah.popular la seantero fudail ni kalau die kasi idea kat cerpen aku..bole call mak aku pasni sebab cerpen terbaik.

top terus bukak beg maroon die,klua kan file.pastu die pilih2 kertas..aku dah pelik.

agak2 10 saat membelek2 kertas..die letak atas meja muallimah zarina.pastu dengan selambe ambil balik posisi selesa sambung tido.


aku nekad ambik file die..aku bukak.


ya rabbi..bape banyak cerpen die dah prepare daa..english arab melayu sume da siap...

entri untuk yob

1.semoga mendapat haji yang mabrur yob.walaupun pada awalnye aku terkejut mendengar ko nak gi haji..hari hari ym ajak turun bola,esok ko teros gi haji ek..bagus2
2.sori sheila/sop,aku maseh mengumpul gamba2 dan info tentang mombasa..insyaallah qareeb..gul ensyallah ya zalame
3.cam biase,aku repost email dari aunties/uncles aku yg aku rase amat berguna untuk semua..esp budak medic..coz its written from doctors-to future doctors..

jadi..lepas ni jom stadi pedo/pediatrics ;)

dear nari, tiah and all.
thanks for the advice. i'm better after a course of augmentin (which is of course out of bounds to the medical team doctors, unless their specialist intervene). i gave another course to my room mate. he has diabetes, some funny wound at the toe and bad URTI.
i met the emergency physician (whom i performed coronary angiogram upon, a year ago) and promised him that i will operate underground only. i am a pilgrim here, doctor second, unlike nari. the other day, i found one hajjah unconscious by the roadside. i was about to commence CPR when someone splashed her zamzam water. bingo! she's up again. her pulses at the carotids were present, so my initial assessment was a bit difficult, furthermore you're doing it in the full view by the roadside. silap2 kena belasah dek laki dia.
today we went to visit jabal nur, jabal sur, arafah etc, tapi tengok dari bawah je lah. . i still cant compute how i climbed jabal nur/gua hira' many years ago!!!( i was 32 then) it looked so high now

Dear apul

when I was there, our hospital was like a war zone, especially toward hari wukuf. Trolleys of patients came in non-stop, patients collapsing everyday, we had a few deaths every day among Malaysian pilgrims..It was worse in Arafah , where the death rate was even higher.

somehow in mekah I was very touched with the deaths, unlike in Malaysia where a death is just another death. we bonded with th patients and had a common mission as pilgrims.

I used to make coffe and tea for them. and in between doing rounds I would sit by the beds and chat with them.

I remember one 90 year old man ( I coulntnt believe Tabung Haji allowed him to get on the plane!!!) who stayed with us for the whole Haji season, never going out to the Masjid. I used to bring water to his bed for air sembahyang, combed his hair, took him out to the balcony for some fresh air and lectured him for sleeping too much. I eventually got to know him quite well.

one day he asked me, ada Mee maggie tak? of course we did not supply maggie. Anyway, I went down to the sundry shop just accross the street and got a packet of mee, not maggiee. I went to the kitchen, made him the maggiee, and watched him eat. he ate quietly, finished the bowl, pushed the bowl away, and had the cheek to say "tak sedap!! but that old man made me smile because he reminded me of Tok Wan.He was totally bald, just like Tok Wan. I still have the picture I took with him.

I was particularly moved because most of those who ended up with us were really really old, many were in their 70's. They had no business to be doing haj at that age, they couldn't even walk to the masjid on their own!. they were decent kampong folks. They had saved all their lives, and when there was enough money, they were just too old.

they could not handle the trip, they had never left their kampungs, they could not eat the food (they needed sambal belacan, and nasi panas and ikan kering!).they succumb to pneumonias mostly. Their as old and as withered wives would sit by the beds day and night watching their husbands going down and down, and saw how we rescuscitated their husbands, and when all had failed and they were told that their husbands had died, they sat quietly and stared into space, not quiet believed that they were now alone. Their husbands of half century were now gone. We would ask them for family members, no they would say , they came alone with their husbands.

Then the Saudi Authourity came, and unceremoniously took the bodies away in a jiffy, and that was the last time they saw their husbands. No goodbyes, no prayers, no mandi mayat. And the wives would still be sitting on the chair beside the bed, still stoned.

Apul, if you ask me, all doctors should do a stint in Mekah, or in a war, it just changes one's outlook as a doctor, and as a human being. I wish I could go again with Tabung Haji, (I just need to call a few friends there) but at my age, I dont think I would be fair to the patients. The work is too physically hectic and emotionally draining, not enough sleep, too intense. It's like being on call EVERY DAY in a busy emergency department !

best football stadium

1. the camp nou (L'Estadi)
capacity 98 934,built 1957.



2.Estadio Santiago Bernabeu
capacity 80 354,built 1947




3.Emirates Stadium (arsenal fc)
capacity 60 000,built 2006



4.Stamford Bridge (chelsea fc)
capacity 42 449,built 1997

5.old trafford (man u fc) atau theatre of dreams
capacity 76 098,built 1910




6.anfield (liverpool fc)
capacity45 000,built 1884


7.allianz arena (fc bayern munich)
capacity 69 601,built 2005

8.stade velodrome (Olympique de Marseille)
capacity 60 031,built 1937



9.parc des princes (paris saint germain)
capacity 48 712,built 1998



10. cairo int. stadium (al ahly fc)
capacity 74 100,built 1960



11.shah alam stadium (selangor FA)
capacity 69 732,built 1994





1.all the stadiums choosen are only personal based view.i choose the last one though,coz evriweekends there's car boot sale.hehe
2.aku dulu slalu gak lawan bola taman ke taman..(andalas?pergghh satu klang cuak tau nak lawan?) pastu kalau taman tu padang die gempak memainkan peranan penting dalam psycho.
3.yang penting barca paling bes! mes que un club!
-barca fan

lebih baik dari unta merah

yang ingin diukir pada post kali ni adelah mengenai..perasaan yang dirasai ketika melihat adik adik khusyu' sujud di masjid..tekun berdoa selepas solat..ramah bertemu selepas ketika nak pakai kasut..


rasa bahagia.

walaupun datang dari pelbagai background..ade yang baik ade yang kurang baik.tapi bile kat jordan korang dah mule membiasekan diri dgn solat jemaah,baca qur'an..bagus la

tahniah jugak kepada semua senior2 kerana berjaya menunjukkan qudwah hasanah..memang terbukti bahawa lisanul hal (perbuatan) tu lebih berkesan daripada lisanul kalam (percakapan).


cuma aku mengajak kepada semua..jgn la kite memulakan perkara2 yg xelok yang akan merosakkan suasana kita di irbid ni.esp kepada seniors.kalau kita buat mende maksiat pastu adik-adik ikut,tahniah la sebab kita berjaya mendapat share dalam dosa tersebut.

contoh mudah..cakap mende2 tak elok.korang perasan xperasan,budaya mencarut2 dan kecam mengecam ni dah makin selalu kite dengar..siap tulis kat status ym lagi.series,aku jarang dengar abg-abg kite dulu mencarut2 dan damming men damming ni..apsal lak kite nak mulekan budaya what the effing dan dammit men dammit ni.


aku rase telinge aku mcm bernanah2 dengar sikit-sikit menacarut2 ni.


kecik-kecik dulu aku geng dengan budak2 samseng..samseng ni pun ade gak peringkat2 die.ade yg syekh2.ade yang baru nak berjinak2.makanya,budak2 yg baru nak berjinak2 ni,suke la ikut ape yg syekh2 drg buat.mende fes drg ikut adelah mencarut2.baru nampak cam samseng kan.mulut bukan main celupar,tapi time gaduh pengecut nak mampos.

aku nak cakap,kadang2 mencarut ni mcm pengecut.ko nak gaduh,gaduh jela.apsal nak libatkan mak kau,libatkan adik prempuan kau,akak kau,mak cik kau (xnak tulis..kang jelas sgt plak).



penutupnya,same-same la kita jaga irbid ni..sebab semua mende stat dari mende2 kecik.kalau xcegah dari awal--mungkin satu mase nanti bila kita datang irbid untuk kali kedua..mungkin..semuanya..sudah...berubah.

random thoughts

alhamdulillah..akhernye dapat jugak jumpe lagu yasin bak sutera di helai mawar..aku minat yasin..due due album aku hafal lagu,siap dengan turutan lagi..walaupun uwa dengan kia xle blah dgn yasin,tp kalau aku drive-siapla kene pasang salsabila smp serak2 suara yasin..


blog abg sifu..aku mmg promot la kat semua supaya bace..ni lah namenye memanfaatkan ilmu dan bakat pada mase yg same.. dari dulu aku mmg minat senior aku ni kalau die bg tazkirah..ayat selambe,point menusuk jiwe.antara yg paling aku ingat;

tajuk;jangan menipu
cerita;dr cakap budak ni ade heart murmur..ha semua auscult la dengar ade murmur ke x..semua kate ade,tapi tengok2 last2 dokter cek balik rupenye budak tu xde murmur. :)


mmm..ya Allah,jodohkan aku dengan orang paling kau sayangi,satukanlah kami dibawah rahmat dan keampunanMu,kekalkanlah kami sampai ke syurga..


lastly..dr hatta sembang2 dgn aku..

dr hatta; anta mmg suke travel ye?
marsteello; yep..saye dah sampai ke kenya
dr hatta; ana suggest anta pergi sarajevo..tengok kesan islam kat eropah..kalau german,uk,france..tu dah biasa..anta honeymoon pergila tempat2 camtu..bosnia ni time student..pastu jalan la sampai ke montenegro,macedonia gune land route..ana dah buat dah..memang seronok..(pastu cerita sceneries kat bosnia etc etc)
marsteello; ternganga sambil tros menanam impian untuk ke bosnia herzegovina

gul ensyaalla ya zalameh!