bad prognosis

alhamdulillah..tamat sudah 2nd week of peadiatrics rotation.

overall,seronok peads ni..terima kasih docs at mafraq..walaupon dr ruqayah refuse nak amek gambar atas permintaan faiz. :)

teringat satu kejadian paling menginsafkan.


budak yang cardiac hyperthrophic (cardiac=jantung,hyper=besar,throphic=size).

keadaan die mmg menginsafkan.nak bernafas mcm tgh berlari merentas desa sukan sekolah menengah islam hira' (aku top 10 tu..haha).berpeluh2,muke pucat,cyanosis (kale biru) jelas gile kat bibir.

dah 3 hari x makan.

xleh nak baring (coz orthopnea).

pastu bile tgk xray die..ya rabbi..mmg besar betul jantung die..sampai lung die terhimpit.


yang menyentuh hati aku adelah dialog ni;

budak; dokter..sy nak balik rumah!
dokter; awak kan sakit..awak balik rumah camne nak sembuh?

budak; sy nak balik jugak! (nak nangis)
dokter; ok2..lepas asar awak boleh balik kalau awak dah ok

dokter; cakap lah INSYA ALLAH (Gul INSYALLAH)
budak; ..................

dokter; cakap lah INSYA ALLAH (Gul INSYALLAH)
budak; ..................

mak budak,group c10,marsteello,syamilsalmi,wizham,fm4_eva ; INSYAALLAH
budak ;.................. insyaallah....


doctor (dalam english) ; this is bad prognosis..what we can do is give him o2.he must do cardio-pulmonary transplantation (tukar jantung dan peparu)..if not---



ulasan aku;budak tu pun ragu2 nak cakap insyaallah sebab dah bape banyak 'lepas asar' yang doktor2 janji..sabarlah wahai adik,semoga setiap kesakitan yang awak alami akan diganjari oleh ALlah..

dan hari last aku kat hosp mafraq pun still budak tu ade kat situ

kene belajar camne nak jadi cool mcm doctor..xle nak feeling lebih2 sampai sanggup jadi xprofesional..(mcm xnak bgtau awak ade cancer,awak ni mandul..etc)

the motivational emails

 marwan, 
 
I did not raya at home for 6 whole years..the whole overseas experience makes you a better and a tougher person, to prepare you for the life that is coming.
 
just remember the life of a doctor is a constant stress, first the stress of getting the good grades to enter medical school, then the stress of studying the numerous subjects, then the stress of being a housemanship ( I like to say this to my houseman: Welcome to the place where the days are long and the nights are even longer), then the stress of being a doctor: too much work, long hours, never-ending complaints from patients ( I had one complaint in the chinese papers yesterday), poor pay, no time for the family..the list is endless. 
 
but there are some great moments, though few and far between. I received a raya card from a Chinese houseman who said that I am a very caring person..I am keeping this card and showing it to everyone. Another e mail from a paediatrian says the same thing..occasionally we get thank you cards..but most of the time people take us for granted and think it is their due to get the best out of us, and they are quite right. but we could do with some compliments to boost our morale.
 
at the end of the day,you accept your lot in life, and you pray to Allaah Almighty to give you what is due to you in the after world and in this world, plus a bit more of course..because you think you have done some good to some people despite your warts and all.

narimah yahaya (changkat jering,pengarah hospital besar taiping,baru pencen minggu lepas)

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mami, biaq gi depa kawin semua cepat macam ayah cu.
 
i forgot. i was 23 (1992) then. 
 
yeah, that was the penultimate year in medical school.
medical students at that time were so good, they're doing too many vaginal examinations and breast examinations on patients during the postings. not to mention my friend who had to stick his finger 50 times into patients' anus(es) because he forgot to examine one during the real examination. many had to get married. life was too harsh on us. 
many patients too requested that we became their menantu. until now pun.
 
i did better after marriage, despite travelling to and fro from seremban to KL. the bike was great, but the old mazda 323 (1979) i salvaged from the scrapyard in tampin was even better. i graduated as a mechanic as well on the final day of medical school. ask pak long how i fixed his rented van in kundasang en route to kinabalu park in 1994. i almost did it again in cairo airport many years later, but my guts said i should not try to be too smart in front of the arabs in the wee hours in the morning. i might be kidnapped and ask to marry a girl like nabi musa alaihiwassalam.
 
i still dont understand why young people dont settle down fast enough. we have 5 female cardiologists in IJN - all single. maybe trying too hard. maybe too choosy. maybe too late.
 
oi!! jamilones semua!
 
annur 32 :
and marry those among you who are single and the salihuun of your slaves and maid-servants. if they be poor, Allah will enrich them out of His Bounty. And Allah is All-sufficient for His creatures' needs, All-knowing.
 
need i say more? 
ayah cu...

shaiful yahaya (cardiologist,IJN)

Allah helps us..ameen :)

dam dam dum..bunyi mercun

setelah puas menekel baring di padang bola,defender irbid bermaafan dgn striker irbid dihari raya pertama

"Tidak ada dosa yang lebih layak dipercepat hukumannya di dunia, dan apa yang dipersiapkan Allah baginya di akhirat daripada tindakan kezaliman dan memutuskan hubungan silaturrahim". (HR. Ibnu Majah dan Tarmizi)

"Siapa yang ingin dilapangkan rezekinya dan dipanjangkan usianya, hendaklah ia memelihara hubungan silaturrahim". (Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

better late than never- saya marwan hadiid nazarudin ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya diiringi dengan lafaz Maaf Zahir dan Batin kepada semua..kalau ade hutang boleh la tuntut,tergossip mahupun umpat secara segaja atau tidak juga saya meminta kemaafan yang tulus..ok series la,kalau xpuas hati atau ade pape kite gentleman jumpe ok?no hard feelings and none are taken insyaallah..

juge ingin mengirim ucapan jutaan Terima Kasih kepada semua warga irbid kerana membuat open house yang gilang gemilang (baca=gilang gemilang mengikut standart org bujang,dan berjantina lelaki,sekian.)

tak lupa kepada pengirim kueh2 raye yang sedap...

diikuti kepada para ahli serumah yang sudi beraya bersama tuan hamba

dan ibu bapa serta family yang jauh nun di sri andalas..rindu kalian-

sekian warkah raya,

marwan macleod

(tajuk buku yang masuk xm sabtu ni)

'kami,jejaka-jejaka agak hot Irbid mengucapkan,Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,Maaf Zahir dan Batin'hahah